i’ve just been sitting here, staring at this blinking light, for a ridiculous amount of time. i have not left this room, this house, for more than 30 mins. i have come to the sad and delusional conclusion that i am becoming boring. i wish i could tell the youth of this new generation to slow down in their eager speed of growing up. that you need to have a strong heart and mind to be able to live through what we go through night and day. that if you do not build up, have confidence, and have faith in yourself, you’ll become the sad and delusional being.. like me.

I keep having these daydreams of someone trying to rob me. Wether I’m in a car, store, my home, or walking down the street. I catch these ominous souls wavering as I walk by them, as if they want to rip me to pieces.

As they confront me, yelling give me what you have, where’s your money, or else I’ll kill you. The part of me that wants to surrender all my things, does not. And the part of me that wants to laugh, laughs hysterically. Only to cause the angered souls to attack. Flesh beaten by sticks and fists, only to leave no mark. As I snatch their throats and inhale their soul, they will forever be wandering shells.

I have nothing I can give you.
But I can take the very thing, the very essence,
That you cannot care for no longer.

One hand, is the giver.
The other, the taker.
Which one will you provoke?

Unwavered soul, you son of a bitch.

You know you like a place when you’re comfortable taking a shit in their bathroom.

So I had this daydream where it would be this girl going in for an interview but she heard that they steal your passports or some shit when you give it to them. So she wore a strapless bra, tied a fishing line to the front bridge, and make a very small hole on her passport and tied it to there. When she went in, she handed the person her passport, and the guy yanked it from her. Also, along with her bra.

Horrayy! Sexual harassment lawsuit!

Late night snack. Chicken Adobo with Rice and Chow Meeeeeein!! (Taken with instagram)

Sad day for the fat kid in me. Despite all my hunger I’m still a fat kid trapped in a caaage! (Taken with instagram)